Everyday is not bright and sunny; sometimes you are simply
lost in darkness. At such times, keeping your head high and faking a smile
might seems as the most difficult thing to do. Life is going to knock you down
until you finally break down and crumble into absolute helplessness. All this
while there has been a lump in your throat and then comes this moment when you
just can’t hold it back anymore, and you finally choke into tears. You have a
heavy head that no Aspirin can heal and you want to scream out in anguish, so
loud that people would think of you as a psychotic. You would do anything that
it takes to get rid of the excruciating distress, agony. You would even
consider taking your life or hurting yourself in every which way possible. You
don’t need any pep talk to cheer you up. You need peace.