I was walking down the road, to a place I didn't know
existed in this world. I searched for directions but the road showed none. The
sun had already set. As long as there was light, I was hopeful of reaching this
place that I was searching for. But with the diminishing sun-rays I feared the
darkness that approached and realized that I was nothing but lost. As I walked,
I saw the bustling streets finally settling down. People were going back, some
were going home, some were waiting, most of them were going to a place they
belonged to. And I started to wonder, what place did I belong to?
My brain kept telling to return to the place I had been
living for a long while but my heart refused to listen and return to Sadness. I
followed my heart and I couldn't believe the satisfaction that came with
it. I walked all night through the
darkness, there was thunder and stormy winds and then it rained, I was soaked
with my own doubts and dilemmas. My anxieties were overwhelming. My thoughts
were drenched in the quest of contentment. Everything around me kept asking to
where was I going to and to where I belonged? For what I had been searching for
and as to why did I need it? I had no answer. These thoughts hovering over my
mind made me tiresome. There was an unquestioning silence and I could hear my
heart pounding. I was insecure but I continued walking to nowhere. The tears
finally rolled down my cheeks, and I sighed at the feeling of feeling less
burdened with my own self. Not giving up made me stronger and courageous.I did not realize how by myself I passed through the maze of
my own thoughts that was unresolved for a considerably long time. Unaware of
the reality around, I finally realized it was dawn. There was light and hope. And
at a distance closer to me, I found the place called Happiness. I knew it because
I could feel it. As I was coming closer to Happiness I realized I was coming
closer to myself. It was within me. I embraced it and I was content. Not completely
healed but not bruised anymore. The pain subsided and there was determination
to begin anew.It’s not difficult to find this beautiful place decorated
with smiles, joy and contentment. All you need to do is to look within yourself.
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